Laughing at myself

divine masculine in acrylic by Summerhill Lane

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Laughing at myself

Dear loved ones, I woke myself up this morning laughing my head off.  I haven’t done that in awhile and it is such a nice way to wake up.  I am even still laughing a little while I snuggle up in bed with my cup of coffee.  See, even that sentence is funny because I know, and you know, that I would rather be snuggling in bed with my divine masculine and both of us drinking coffee. 

What was so funny you ask? 

I was dreaming of the scene in the dentist office and me under the influence of laughing gas and I was rubbing a magic lantern and divine masculine was the genii that appeared and was granting me 3 wishes.  Guess what I asked for?  Two of them were orgasms (which I received) and the third was a conversation.  It was dawning on me in the dream that I had to conjure DM to get a conversation out of him.  A very sad state of affairs as far as a loving relationship goes and not a laughing matter.  The conjuring part is the funny part.  I will go to every length to talk to him.  I’m so funny.

I like to see the funny side of things otherwise I would be crying over this twin flame journey (believe me I have cried enough).  Why did I have to get stuck with a twin that doesn’t want me, yet I’m head over heals.  Not fair! 

 Having a discussion about anything other than fucking has been like pulling hen’s teeth or beating a dead horse.  And even in the fucking part he is all words and no action. 

Sorry DM if you are reading this. I told him that I started this blog because of him.  He is the one who woke me up in the first place, now I think he has gone back to sleep himself.  The link is to a poem about this that was published on December 29, 2019.

Now we don’t talk at all about anything and he has gone quiet.

Well this blog isn’t about much of anything important or earth shattering but I do thank you for reading to the end and going on this journey with me.  I love the company and you are all so awesome and talented.  Hugs and kisses and much love.  Summerhill Lane

Here is a music video that I like very much. Hope I am allowed to include this here and I hope you like it too.

Take Me to Church by Hozier

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9 thoughts on “Laughing at myself

  1. Hozier is terrific. I really like the lyrics to his songs. There’s so much going on there regarding the messiness of relationships. Very raw. Very real. I think that’s what I like about your posts too. You just lay it out there. It’s brave. I hope you understand that because I think you’re too hard on yourself! And I want to mention that painting too. You are adept with eyes. I love looking at faces, especially the eyes. You’ve done a wonderful job here!

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