Laughing at myself

divine masculine in acrylic by Summerhill Lane

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Laughing at myself

Dear loved ones, I woke myself up this morning laughing my head off.  I haven’t done that in awhile and it is such a nice way to wake up.  I am even still laughing a little while I snuggle up in bed with my cup of coffee.  See, even that sentence is funny because I know, and you know, that I would rather be snuggling in bed with my divine masculine and both of us drinking coffee. 

What was so funny you ask? 

I was dreaming of the scene in the dentist office and me under the influence of laughing gas and I was rubbing a magic lantern and divine masculine was the genii that appeared and was granting me 3 wishes.  Guess what I asked for?  Two of them were orgasms (which I received) and the third was a conversation.  It was dawning on me in the dream that I had to conjure DM to get a conversation out of him.  A very sad state of affairs as far as a loving relationship goes and not a laughing matter.  The conjuring part is the funny part.  I will go to every length to talk to him.  I’m so funny.

I like to see the funny side of things otherwise I would be crying over this twin flame journey (believe me I have cried enough).  Why did I have to get stuck with a twin that doesn’t want me, yet I’m head over heals.  Not fair! 

 Having a discussion about anything other than fucking has been like pulling hen’s teeth or beating a dead horse.  And even in the fucking part he is all words and no action. 

Sorry DM if you are reading this. I told him that I started this blog because of him.  He is the one who woke me up in the first place, now I think he has gone back to sleep himself.  The link is to a poem about this that was published on December 29, 2019.

https://summerhilllaneerotica.com/2019/12/29/is-he-asleep/

Now we don’t talk at all about anything and he has gone quiet.

Well this blog isn’t about much of anything important or earth shattering but I do thank you for reading to the end and going on this journey with me.  I love the company and you are all so awesome and talented.  Hugs and kisses and much love.  Summerhill Lane

Here is a music video that I like very much. Hope I am allowed to include this here and I hope you like it too.

Take Me to Church by Hozier

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9 thoughts on “Laughing at myself

  1. Hozier is terrific. I really like the lyrics to his songs. There’s so much going on there regarding the messiness of relationships. Very raw. Very real. I think that’s what I like about your posts too. You just lay it out there. It’s brave. I hope you understand that because I think you’re too hard on yourself! And I want to mention that painting too. You are adept with eyes. I love looking at faces, especially the eyes. You’ve done a wonderful job here!

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