Asking for a sign
Dear loved ones, it is Saturday and I am not working today because I had booked it off some weeks ago in order to attend a Raptors basketball game to celebrate my grandson’s birthday. He has expensive tastes. The four tickets were not cheap, and the seats are not the good ones either. But, sitting in any seat in that arena would have been a wonderful experience. I say ‘would have been’ because the event got cancelled because of the pandemic and all NBA games are postponed.
It is not that terrible to miss a game when there is so much more to be stressed about if I let it. For example: I sent my divine masculine a little text message wishing him a happy Pi Day, or a Happy Steak & Blowjob Day (I didn’t know March 14th was a day to celebrate anything but one of the other bloggers set me straight). I was trying to make him smile, and also maybe he would send me a return message.
I wanted him to say – “thank you I would love for you to give me a blowjob and hurry over because I love you”.
I was dreaming for such a response, or even – hi, how are you, hope you are well.
“I wish” was all he said in response to the blowjob part.
Nothing, nothing, nothing ever from him. Yet he wants me to save myself for him and be his hot wife and have a life together of sexual adventure?
He obviously doesn’t have me on his mind today and I should just stop thinking about him so much. (and I can hear you all saying the same thing too, because I have super sensitive hearing).
When I was out walking today, I asked for a sign from the universe. Is this person really my divine masculine? Should I be waiting for him to come to me?
Here is the answer I got from ‘out there’.
The meaning of 555. 5 represents freedom, exploration, travel, and change. 555 indicates that change is coming.
I saw two license plates with 555 on them this morning and then passed a house with the number 111.
111 is the angel number and symbolizes an urgency to get one’s attention. There could be something you are not seeing or a choice that you aren’t making because you are not paying attention to the signs.
My divine masculine is telling me loud and clear that he doesn’t want me, and I have been ignoring all the signs. I have been ignoring the signs because I know who he is to me.
Clearly things are going to change, and I should be focusing my attention on world problems and doing my part to help in whatever way I can. It is times like this that I feel selfish for wanting to be with my DM and have his arms around me. I have been without this kind of love all my life, and it would’ve been nice.
Love you all very much, hugs and kisses, Summerhill Lane