I only want to be your slut

fragmented face by Summerhill Lane

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I only want to be your slut

Dear loved ones, I wanted to write about what happened at my workplace last night.  Nothing.  What a relief.  It seems that people are relaxing a little and not buying cart loads of groceries anymore, and one of the reasons for this is because the shelves are almost empty.  Most come in to look for toilet paper or hand sanitizer or bread.  These items are nonexistent.    Even the usually well stocked supply of beer has dwindled.  I understand the need for beer in rough times even though I am not a drinker, I sometimes wish I could just get drunk and let the world do what it is going to do.  Disappear for a little while.

I have been thinking about my divine masculine and our twin flame journey.  Maybe you all are tired of me talking about this all the time, and I am sorry, but this/he is always on my mind (and in my panties).  I am shameless. 

Everyday I wake up feeling his energy and my god, he must be horny as fuck.  He gets me going and craving him, making it almost impossible to concentrate on other essential things.  Every night I also have him with me stimulating my senses and loving me in a sexual way.  I am telling you this as way of an explanation for my blabbing about him here on this page all the time.  Please forgive me for boring you about this.

It is true that we have not seen each other in 9 months now, and the one time we tried to come together was a fiasco and he ran, you likely have read about it already but I will give you a link to this post.  It is called: “Played by the Player”. 

https://summerhilllaneerotica.com/2019/12/26/played-by-the-player/

 Lately I have had opportunities to slut around (or just be with someone who is loving and romantic and sexual) and I have been tempted but my heart is not in it.  I only want to be a slut with my divine masculine.  I want to be his whore, bad girl, slave, sex toy, submissive, pet, hot wife, slut wife (all the names he has given me), and yet we are completely equal in all respects.  We have had this sexual adventure planned that would include others, but I have changed my mind about the ‘others’ part. I have not changed my mind about the adventure with him.  I don’t know what he is thinking about this since he never says much, or anything, about it now.

This journey has changed me and is healing me.  My spiritual gifts are more pronounced, and I feel whole and not fragmented from many past abuses.  It doesn’t suck any more.  Thank you for listening and reading my blog.  I really do love you and I have learned so much from each one of you.  You are each a blessing to this beautiful world.  Hugs & Kisses and much love, Summerhill Lane

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8 thoughts on “I only want to be your slut

  1. The groceries stores in Sweden are also empty. Though less in the country where I live and more so in the cities. I love hearing your journey =) I tried to direct message you on Instagram but it occurred to me that you may not have downloaded the phone app and may be using your computer to access Instagram as I was doing at first. You can only receive direct messages on the app itself turns out. I wanted to talk to you about something if that’s okay.

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    1. Yes you can direct message me on Instagram
      lanesummerhill
      I am happy you like to hear about my twin flame journey as it is really quite unbelievable and if it wasn’t happening to me I wouldn’t believe it either 😁
      Sending much love to you and your family ❤️

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  2. So glad I happened upon this post as it resonates with a part of me which has remained hidden for a number of years. Recently the inspiration to write about it has tantalized me.. perhaps more people than I realize will be able to understand and relate.. Thank you for sharing.

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  3. There are many that will understand. I was hesitant to write about the things I speak of and have been happening to me because I was afraid people would think I was crazy. Then, couldn’t hold it in any longer. Love to you ❤️

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