Psychic Day

Bird’s eye view by Summerhill Lane

Psychic Day

Hello darlings,

No, I am not British but I am faking a British accent as I say darlings.  I can’t help smiling at this.  I do have a slight accent from the east coast of Canada and I sound like I am from Brooklin mixed with Maritime Celtic.  I had my DNA tested awhile back and I am a mongrel:  Irish, Scottish, Welsh, Scandinavian, Italian, Egyptian, and Nigerian.  Voila!  The main ingredients are Scandinavian and Scottish, and lesser amounts of everything else. 

Today, I was listening to a tarot reading, as I like to do sometimes, especially the ones who are channeling messages from the divine masculine collective.  I know these are just general readings and I have to take them with a big grain of salt.  There was something in her reading today that jumped out at me and I know it to be true, or at least it is exactly what I have been getting over and over again for the past five months. 

At first, I dreamt it three or four nights in a row, then I heard it spoken of by strangers (people just talking about someone and they were whispering), tarot readers refer to it almost every time I happen to listen.  Yesterday I saw a man who I could have sworn was DM walking in front of me pushing a baby carriage.

I do not know for a fact that my divine masculine has gotten a young woman pregnant or someone close to him is pregnant, because he has not told me anything.  We have not spoken the regular way for several months, but we do communicate telepathically but not so much lately either. 

Why am I getting this message of a pregnancy over and over again?  I have been trying not to believe it but the more I push it away the more messages I get saying the same thing. 

I also got a song today.  It just popped up on my playlist and I didn’t know how it got there because I never heard of it before and I never listen to Nine Inch Nails.  Here it is the song Closer.  18+   

Nine Inch Nails – Closer

Please I hope you don’t think I am going bat shit crazy.  I have accepted that I am psychic and have been from early childhood.  Actually, you are all psychic too and it is a big deal but also no big deal if you know what I mean. 

What any of this means I do not know.  I just wanted to share my psychic day with you.  I love you.  Hugs & Kisses, Summerhill Lane

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9 thoughts on “Psychic Day

  1. Thanks for the song. And I mean, I got pretty crazy the past three days until this afternoon. Meaning, I wrote again in multiple “threads” with myself about my problems. Well actually my problems were writing about me and how to break me down again, you could say. Luckily I found a way out of it again, with a little help of someone else. And because of this pretty heavy and negative experience, I got a deeper understanding about my core problems again. Some people hear voices and I write voices. Some call it a sci-fi story or crazy and I call it one part of my personal hell(s).
    But at least I am learning something afterwards, I guess.

    Still it feels, as if I am going for the same again, over and over. At least for now I know again why it happens and what went wrong. It was the dependecy problem, I am depended on my mother because I currently earn no money. When I had a job I had other problems, because I was going against myself even more. But my main weakness are people I have a connection with. And the connection (usually) isn’t the problem because it is by choice. But when I care for the people and then they are down and telling me what I can or should do, I can’t defend myself. So even if it isn’t meant negative, or is just out of a bad mood, it can cause all my defense to go down. While actual “enemies” (people who might want to hurt me) can’t really do that anymore. Pretty messed up. It just tells, that it is hard to live when the people around me are broken as well. And I seem like the one who could fix it all, but because of all the negativity in the air, I start to target myself again, instead of working on the solution(s).

    Sorry, I hope this was okay. I just wanted to share my past few days and what I have learned or at least got out of them.

    I also like your paintings as I said before.

    And about the telepathy, I usually don’t really know whether I receive messages or feelings from people or not. Because sometimes my brain just creates or “receives” random words and such things. I am totally for telepathy and believe in it, but I couldn’t really trust it so far. Mainly because I had no one to really talk about it in a serious way.

    My whole life I was different from the people around me, at least I felt different and were treated as such. Not always bad, but in general it wasn’t helpful for me personally either. I am smart, when I am not in my depressive self-targeting mode, I can understand why people do what they do. I see the flaws in their lives and in systems, society etc. I see solutions and I have the ability to get along with everyone. So be it a little child, an old man, teenagers, “middle-in-life” people, young adults etc. So yeah, everyone.

    Even with people I don’t want to get along with, but I started to get rid of these connections. Not all was bad, but it made me feel bad in the long run.

    Thanks for your love and as long as there are good things to learn, receive, give and create, we will continue to live. And there is always something, at least for me. But maybe we should focus more on ourselves again, in a healthy way. Like you do it and I do it. Well, okay how I did and do it might be dangerous, but I am still here, still alive. 🙂

    Most people don’t go far enough inside because they search their answer outside of them or just not at all. So we are doing good, I guess?

    ❤💗💜 🤗
    I hope what I wrote was not too weird. .)

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    1. Thank you for writing mr J. and I appreciate everything you said and thank you for sharing with me. Weird doesn’t figure in my vocabulary, you are uniquely wonderful.
      You just have to be you and I have to be me and figure things out and grow and evolve into the best version of ourselves. Sending you lots of love and hugs ❤️❤️❤️

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