Friendship

a divine feminine by Summerhill Lane

Friendship

Dear loved ones,

Boy is it hot here.  I have been melting the past few days (and longer), and my fan that just blew hot air around finally called it a day.  I knew it was on its last legs because it wouldn’t start right away and once in awhile it would spin a little.  There are air conditioners in the other two bedrooms, but I chose not to have one because I can’t sleep with the steady drone of the motor.  Now I can’t sleep because of the heat.  A no win situation. 

You really don’t want to listen to this nonsense writing and I understand.  I don’t know what to say to you really.  I feel like giving up and closing down and just concentrate on painting.  The one I love and have been writing about here seems very far away.  He has his own journey and I am not part of it.  How do I let go? 

There is someone lately that I have become friendly with.  I wrote about him before when I described him as almost perfect.  He may be perfect for someone, but not for me.  I am not attracted to him in the way that he wants.  There is no chemistry.  Besides, he still has a spouse who he lives with although in another part of the house.  He says it is just for convenience and for financial reasons.  But he pays me lots of attention and we do things together, which is very nice. 

Also, Mr. Three has started phoning and facetiming me again.  He is really making an effort, but I hardly care anymore.  I don’t know what is the matter with me, normally I would be a bit excited about the possibilities with him. 

This is a short post today as I have to get ready for work.  At least it is cooler there and I can keep my mind occupied with helping others.  The painting at the beginning is a work in progress and just the female half of the couple I saw in the park a few weeks ago and asked if I could take of photograph of them for a painting.  I am using oil as a medium and it takes a very long time to dry but I like using it very much.  When it is finished, I will show you.  Thank you so much for being with me today.  I love you very much.  Hugs & Kisses, Summerhill Lane xoxox

sketch of a couple in the park by Summerhill Lane

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contact me by email - summerhilllane2@gmail.com

19 thoughts on “Friendship

    1. Hi, yes I know what you mean about a dry throat in the morning even with a fan blowing on you during the night. Some people say that a constant breeze on your person can cause an illness. Especially older people say this if they are driving in the car with you and won’t let you open the windows🤣
      Thank you for liking my painting. Sending you lots of love and hugs ❤️🤗

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  1. When you say “closing down”, do you mean your blog? You don’t have to write about love and sex. You can just share your art and write about that journey. If you do shut down, just go private. There may come a time when you are recharged and feel inspired to write again. 😘

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  2. Hi Michael thank you for your comments. I don’t want to shut down my blog but I should move the focus away from love and the journey for a little while. But I do like to just blab away as you probably know.
    Hopefully new inspiration will come.
    I love your writing so very much. Thank you.
    ❤️💋

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      1. It’s not blabbing, no matter what anyone has told us or what we think of ourselves (I speak from experience ;))… it’s sharing. 💛 Especially in the case of a blog, where we are each of us here reading by choice. And as always, and I can’t stress it enough, I don’t “like” your paintings, I adore them… you have amazing talent. I don’t say that to everyone btw. ;)) Much love 🤗💋🙏❤️👯‍♂️

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  3. When you speak from the heart, you affect someone. When you paint from the heart, you affect someone. As long as there is emotion attached to it, you’re affecting someone. No expression of honesty is a waste. Do what makes you happy, that has an effect, smile!

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