Thoughts of Dying
Dear loved ones,
Today was a very bad day for me. I thought I was going to die. I actually almost did, death by drowning. No, I wasn’t anywhere exotic swimming in warm water off a wind-swept beach.
I was only in my own bathtub.
A severe allergic reaction to some medication almost did me in. I am still feeling the affects now, some 10 hours later. I don’t want to die yet to be sure, and I am very weepy and melancholy. What a cry baby. I am not crying for myself but only that my divine masculine will never know how much I have loved him.
Very melodramatic. Tomorrow maybe I will laugh at myself, but tonight all I can do is cry.
Thank you for being here with me in this dark moment. I love you. Hugs & Kisses, Summerhill Lane xoxo