Dear loved ones,

It has been quite a few days since I have written anything here.  Actually, I don’t even know if I have anything to write now either, but I do have a painting to share.  I think it is finished, or at least I need to leave it for awhile before I add the transparent top coat to seal and make it shine like an oil painting.  I am not really happy with it as I wanted to capture something special and all I can see is a likeness and nothing else. 

This is a portrait of Mr. Perfect.  I have been spending quite a bit of time with him, just hanging out and doing nothing in particular.  He is very nice and I like him.  But there is no chemistry, at least for me.  He apparently feels something besides friendship, which is all I am offering him.  Maybe it is just a guy thing. (a guy will jump anything that moves).  This is kind of true and if I am out to lunch about this please tell me. 

He told me that the ball was in my court, but he is sure throwing a lot of balls into my court too.  Ha ha. 

I am missing my divine masculine. 

He is living his life and carrying on and I am not part of it and may never be.  It has been my wish that we would eventually come together in some type of union.  Regardless, I love him with out condition and with no expectation.

Still, I do not want to live the rest of my life alone. 

The reason I am calling this post ‘Chocolate’, is because of something Mr. Perfect said.  He said “once you have tasted chocolate you will never go back to whipped cream”.  I just laughed at him because what he doesn’t know and I didn’t tell him, is that I have already tasted lots of chocolate.  Ha ha. 

Thank you for reading my post today and for looking at my painting.  I love you.  Hugs & Kisses, Summerhill Lane xoxox

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