Rainy Day Tears
Dear loved ones,
I have been laying in bed all day.
Why am I feeling this way when there is someone that loves me and wants to spend his time with me?
Why do I want to die?
Why is my heart weeping?
How can this be explained as it makes no sense?
All my good humour and smiles can not shake it.
I gave all of my love and held nothing back
It wasn’t good enough
It didn’t mean enough
There is nothing else that can be done so I must fly
There are wings on my back unfolding
Striped to the bone
love so strong
baffles the mind
heart is clinging
groin is weeping
sending senseless messages day or night
No response like a slap in the face
Master your slave is in disgrace?
Pride and ego have erased
Last attempt must let you go
Cutting the cord that held me taunt
Loved you so but you loved naught
Took your knife and sliced me deep
Cleaned off every bit of meat
Just Kill Me Now
Is it possible to die of suppression of passion
She never used to think so
Since meeting him she is starting to believe so
He is unavailable and completely unpredictable
She is wet and needy
He is hard and busy
Why does it hurt so much she wonders
She thinks of his cock in her mouth in her ass and in her deepest places
His lips and kisses
His hands and fingers
All of him she needs and misses
His voice is intoxicating like velvet on her tender places
Just kill me now