Only one twin flame?
Dear loved ones,
Day after Halloween, which was a non event, at least in this area of Toronto. My grandson, who is 13, drew on a beard and mustache with his mother’s new eyeliner, donned a red baseball hat (Raptors) and a red t-shirt (also Raptors), a black Thrasher Hoodie, and wondered around downtown with one of his friends, watched the anti-mask march at Yonge and Bloor for awhile and then came home. Of course, the face mask covered up the splendid job he did drawing in facial hair. I asked him who he was dressing as, and it was some guy I never heard of who has a youtube channel and talks smack. Bets me.
Yesterday, when I was parking in my parking spot behind our apartment building, I pulled in too close to the dividing brick wall and scratched the back-passenger door again. The first time I scratched it was about 2 hours after picking up my new vehicle from the dealers. I cried my head off and couldn’t bring myself to park there again for almost 5 months even though I had paid several months in advance for the parking space. I parked on the street all summer and 3 or 4 parking tickets later at $40 a pop, decided it was about time to face my fears and try parking back there again. I was doing pretty good and getting comfortable until yesterday.
I have decided to go through my insurance company to get the damages fixed and I’m happy that I didn’t rush the repairs when it first happened. Actually, my friend Mr. Three offered to fix my car. I paid for the paint and the supplies (gave him the money to buy them) and he was going to do the work as soon as the paint arrived. That was in June and now it is November 1. He had a lot going on with his father being sick and dying recently, so I do understand, but something was not right and I was always put on the back burner. I have given up on him as a lost cause even though he messages me once in awhile to tell me how much he needs some TLC and reminding me of how good we were together. It has been over a year since we were sexually active and I do not really care anymore if I ever see him again. He has put me on hold way too long. Besides he is not my divine masculine.
Now I am coming to the point of this pointless post. Ha ha. Can we have more than one twin flame connection? I have been listening to others’ opinions about this very thing and some say absolutely not – you can only have one; while others state that a person may experience this intense connection with more than one person. Maybe not more than one at a time, but if one doesn’t come into union then another will be provided.
I don’t know. My personal experience is all I can go on and talk to you about. For me there has only been the one and one is certainly enough.
Thank you for being here with me on this page, as I talk about ruining my car, and what a lousy parker I am. Smiley face. I tried to write erotica today, but nothing appeared on the page. I did write a poem which I will include at the bottom. It is titled: Looking for a man with balls”. It doesn’t deserve its own post. It is not post worthy in my opinion, but hope you like it nonetheless.
I love you. Hugs & Kisses, Summerhill Lane xoxo
Looking for a man with balls
Don’t need another husband
Had two that will do
Don’t need another toy boy
Time for games is done
Don’t care for needy and greedy
clingy and toxic
Get out of my face
The human race can do better than this
What I want but do not need
Is a man with balls
Stands up for himself and is not eviscerated
Vulnerable but not in an emotional way
Cries but not on my shoulder like I can solve his problems
Speaks up for himself with confidence
Be a leader
Be a protector
Be peaceful but bold
Won’t take bull crap from me or any other
Be my partner
Be my equal
Be my lover
Are you my man with a pair?
Have a lovely day all you out there