Speaking Out

My Picasso by Summerhill Lane

Speaking Out

Dear loved ones,

I have missed you.  I have been having a little bit of a melt down so have stayed away.  I want to write so badly about all that is going on in the world, in my life, in my love life.  I want to let this burst of creativity out in the form of painting, poetry, erotica, and just plain talk to you about spirituality and psychic abilities and other such gifts.  But mainly I want to talk about divine masculine, and I promised myself that I would not do that anymore.  Talk about him.  It has been burning a hole in my heart to stay quiet. 

Yesterday was a beautiful sunny day here in Toronto and we (my daughter, her partner, grandson and I) went for a drive to Greek town and then walked many blocks along Dundas just to be out and about.  Many others were walking around too but there was nothing much to do as most all the businesses were shut down.  Later we drove down Yonge street and passed by hundreds of marchers with signs protesting the Plandemic and the shut down of businesses.  Someone handed me a flyer through my open car window. 

Here is what is included in this flyer:

Step 1: Create a fake problem

Step 2: Provoke a Terrified Reaction

Step 3: Provide the Solution

The Aim: Control & Depopulate

I have to say that I agree with almost all of what is written on that page.  I have been aware of this plan for a very long time and it seems to be succeeding step by step.  I used to be scared and didn’t say much to anyone because no one wanted to hear about it and they thought I was just crazy for believing such nonsense.  Now everyone I come in contact with is in the know.  Even our Uber driver the other day was talking about not taking the jab (covid shot), because it is a way to chip the population so we can be monitored and controlled.  We are all monitored anyway by our cell phone, but this we can ditch if we want to. 

Another thing happening is Mr. Perfect.  He really is perfect (if there is such a thing), and now he is telling me he loves me. He words it: “Luv ya”.  So, kind of not as clear cut as “I love you”.  Oh my.  What am I going to do about him, when my heart is connected to someone else?  Logically, it doesn’t make sense to be this attached to DM, but it is a soul to soul connection and is very strong.  He makes no moves towards me physically, but I do feel him with me and I experience his emotions.  I know they are his and not mine.   Anyway, he will always be with me I think, but maybe not in my 3D life. 

The song, BITCH by Allie X was playing in my dream last night, and I was in the kitchen cooking supper and DM came up behind me and wrapped his arms around me and kissed my neck.  This is the third time I have dreamt this exact dream with the same song playing.  This morning when I took Gibson out for his walk, the first song that played on my playlist was BITCH.  I burst out crying. 

Well, loved ones, I must go and do something around the house, make breakfast, and other things.  I love you.  Thank you for listening to me today.  Hugs & Kisses, Summerhill Lane xoxo  

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15 thoughts on “Speaking Out

  1. I hope you are feeling better now 🙂 You can talk to me anytime about your TF journey. I know it can get pretty overwhelming and emotional at times. Repeated dreams maybe a preview of what is to come. I had the most beautiful, touching dreams with DM last night.

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  2. Even though I love Ben without limits, I am glad to have an avenue where I can talk about my feelings for Simon. I can’t do that in real life. Imagine telling all our friends that while I love Ben and am planning my future with him I have a huge flame that still burns brightly for an ex!

    What I am trying to say is, sometimes being able to let out our inner feelings on our blog is a relief!

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    1. Hi Jenna, so nice to hear from you. Yes, you are right it is a relief to reveal these intense inner feelings on my blog. It is a way of working things out. I do believe Simon is your twin flame (an intense soul connection), and Ben is your soul mate. The love for your tf will never go away because he is part of you. Your friends would never understand this. Sending you lots of love and hugs. Summerhill


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      1. As ALWaYS
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