I Couldn’t Hold Back, It’s Christmas

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I Couldn’t Hold Back, it’s Christmas

Dear loved ones,

I love you.  I can’t hold it in so why not just come out with it.  So, I love you, I love you, I love you. 

How refreshing this feels to say what I think and feel.  No holding back anymore.  I will wear my heart on my sleeve for all to see.  So be it. 

Also, I made a decision to tell my divine masculine how I feel about him.  I don’t care if he loves me back, that is not the point.  I will not deny this twin connection with him any longer.  It is what it is.  I have been listening to others for too long telling me to be silent and not to message him, leave him alone and let him do his thing. 

Fuck it! This love for him is eating me alive and it needed to come out.

Funny thing is I don’t even care about Christmas. I never celebrated it when I was young because our family belonged to a religious cult that didn’t celebrate anything.  Also, I denied my own children this wonderful experience (Christmas) because I was still indoctrinated in the same beliefs.   

Love is love and it needs to get out there when it is felt (my opinion).  Thank you for reading this short post where I wax lovingly.  I hope to never be stingy or shy in my expressions especially when they are favourable.  Smiley face.  Again, I love you and hope your holiday is peaceful and warm even if you are not able to be with everyone you love face to face.  Think a loving thought about someone and send it on the airwaves.  Hugs & Kisses, Summerhill Lane xoxo

P.S. the air is filled with love messages coming and going and I see it so clear and what a beautiful sight.   

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11 thoughts on “I Couldn’t Hold Back, It’s Christmas

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        Eternal Soul Now😊🙏😁

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