A Pause

Draft painting in oil

Dear loved ones,

I have started a new painting and it is only just begun, but I wanted to share with you. It feels like a cheat painting because I am following along with a video on youtube just for practice with oil painting. It is a lot of fun and I am not concerned with the finished piece so much, but just the joy of painting.

I was having a few bad days lately and I trashed my most recent post, “The Beast” and was at the point of trashing my whole blog. It was very dark energy and I felt such a fraud. My dear friend talked some sense into me and I am forever grateful for the love and care. So I restored The Beast to its place and leaving it there for posterity.

Today I have a little poem titled “A Pause”. I hope you like it. Always, I love you. Hugs and Kisses, Summerhill Lane xoxo

A Pause

Letter from a divine feminine to her divine masculine

Baby, beautiful husband

Can I still call you thus?

I have not lived up to my wifely duties

My duties as a hot wife

My role as your sub

Of course I took all that was offered me

I took and enjoyed without qualms

My experiences have grown exponentially because of you

You are the fire in my moist center

The lift of my step

The sparkles shinning in my eyes

The upturned lips on my face

I regret nothing

There are no mistakes or coincidences

All is as it should be

Now we pause

Dampen down the stove

Wrap a blanket around our spark

Conserve and conceal this heavenly love

It is not done

It will never be done

Only a pause

A sleep

A dream

A smoldering citrine

Published by summerhilllane

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14 thoughts on “A Pause

  1. I am loving the painting =) The whole poem is amazing but that last line is pure gold =) I am so glad you didn’t delete your blog. I too have been experiencing the dark energies but I have decided to embrace it as well. Probably the impending full moon. I almost wrote fool moon by accident. A testament to my madness lol

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    1. Darling Writer of Words I think you are very right about where creativity lies, and sometimes I think it shouldn’t be like this. But if I am happy and everything is fine there is nothing to right about 🤪
      I will follow your advanced not delete but return again to draft.
      Lots of love and hugs❤️❤️🤗🤗


  2. Great poem and artwork as always… I too think about deleting my blog sometimes. But I have seen others do this and often they keep coming back with new blogs, so it doesn’t always finalize anything. I agree about rather making it private if there is any urge to delete, what’s the harm in keeping it really. I’ve debated it long long long time. It’s such an organic art form as it’s interactive and I really hesitate to destroy all that history and process. But yes, always fine to make private, it’s purpose was served in a moment, though I’m always gladder to see someone leave their blog active. Also way better imho to make a post or two private if it bothers us personally than to just trash the whole thing. That’s my take on it, anyway. :)))

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    1. Dear little sister, it would be a terrible shame to destroy a creation even if we are not happy with it at the moment, or embarrassed with our own processes. If I get the urge again to trash then I will just make it private until that emotion is dealt with. Thank you darling for you. ❤️

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