Silence is not golden Dear loved ones, I have been laying in bed all day trying to feel better and watching sad romantic movies. Little Women, Sense and Sensibilities, Pride and Prejudice, Jane Eyre, and now Jane Austin’s book club. A film fest of sorts. I am a glutton for all these fine feelings andContinue reading “Silence is not golden”
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He was a player. Did he turn me into one too?
He was a player. Did he turn me into one too? Dear loved ones, It is a cold and cloudy day here in Toronto, Canada and I have a sore throat and am feeling lethargic and blah, so canceled the two dates that were arranged for this weekend. I didn’t really feel like seeing anyoneContinue reading “He was a player. Did he turn me into one too?”
Allowing
Allowing Dear loved ones, Hello from a sunny, warm Toronto, Canada. It is 21degrees Celsius this afternoon and I am laying in the sunshine as it flows in and heats up my bedroom (my office and art studio). I should be outside walking Gibson (Pomeranian/Papillon) and getting some air and exercise, and I will shortly. Continue reading “Allowing”
Painting my way around the world
Painting my way around the world Dear loved ones, This morning I woke up with loving arms around me and an orgasm chasing the sandman away. What a beautiful way to wake. It was real, tangible, solid, believable, comforting, exciting, arousing, lovely, loving. Also, it was not in the 3D, he was not here underContinue reading “Painting my way around the world”
Rainy Day Tears
Rainy Day Tears Dear loved ones, I have been laying in bed all day. Melancholia. Extreme sadness Heart ache Longing Why am I feeling this way when there is someone that loves me and wants to spend his time with me? Why do I want to die? Why is my heart weeping? How canContinue reading “Rainy Day Tears”
Getting hit over the head with signs
Getting hit over the head with signs Dear loved ones, Hello. I almost said hello strangers, referring to you, but it is not you who is being a stranger, it is me. I have been staying away from you and my blog. I don’t know how to write what I want to say, and IContinue reading “Getting hit over the head with signs”
If the world was ending
If the world was ending Dear loved ones, Hello, how are you? It has been several days since I have posted and I really do not have much of anything to write about today either. I did finish a painting though, and I wanted to share it with you. I called it “Mother’s Love”. 12”Continue reading “If the world was ending”
Death by proxy
Death by proxy Warning sexual language and content 18+ please Imogen rested in her queen-sized bed. It was a new bed having given away the small twin one to a younger person, a child. Why she brought such a small bed in the first place made her question her judgement and decision making. Yes, sheContinue reading “Death by proxy”
Lying to Myself
Lying to Myself There are five men In my mind One in my heart One in my bed One in the vicinity One in the distance One on the horizon Need to clear and clean my space Wipe it down Throw some out Can’t keep it up anymore Must stop lying to myself That IContinue reading “Lying to Myself”
Being a Bitch
Being a Bitch Dear loved ones, Hello. I have missed you. It has been several days that I have stayed away from you and my computer. I felt blank. Is this what you call writer’s block? It kind of felt like a life block. I tried writing poetry – but nothing appeared on my page. Continue reading “Being a Bitch”
