Hot and Human

Hot and Human Dear loved ones, good afternoon, We had a black out in Toronto last night.  I don’t think it was the whole city that was shut down but only a 12-block strip near downtown and just the area where we happen to live.  Our apartment was a sweat box and not even aContinue reading “Hot and Human”

Prophetic Dreams

Prophetic Dreaming Hello loved ones, My god it is a hot and humid day here today.  I will not complain, I promise.  I may die of a heat stroke but I will not complain about hot weather.  This is Canada and the majority of our days and months consist of cold and ice and snow. Continue reading “Prophetic Dreams”

Why am I still writing this blog?

Why am I still writing this blog? Dear friends, loved ones, It is a very warm and muggy day today and it has been like this for the last few weeks.  I am wilting and being lethargic.  The days are drifting by and tomorrow it will be July 1st, Canada Day.  There will be noContinue reading “Why am I still writing this blog?”

Psychic Day

Psychic Day Hello darlings, No, I am not British but I am faking a British accent as I say darlings.  I can’t help smiling at this.  I do have a slight accent from the east coast of Canada and I sound like I am from Brooklin mixed with Maritime Celtic.  I had my DNA testedContinue reading “Psychic Day”

A continuation of pull up your big girl pants

Continuation of pull up your big girl pants Dear loved ones, I would rather be talking about pulling down my big girl pants and tossing them away and be liberated from all fetters.  I have been under constraints and in captivity most of my life, childhood and adult, so now I just want to runContinue reading “A continuation of pull up your big girl pants”

Being in a holding pattern

Being in a Holding Pattern Dear loved ones, It is interesting how I have changed my outlook on my behaviour.  I did something yesterday that I would normally feel guilty about and beat myself up about and call myself terrible names of shame.  None of this internal dialogue took place.  As I mentioned previously Mr.Continue reading “Being in a holding pattern”

Broken open and flowered

Warning language and content may offend some 18+ Broken open and flowered Baby, are you there? Please let me feel you again I am lonely for your touch Lift me one more time to the heights Sear me, tear me open like the first time The pain doesn’t matter Neither does the blood Bend meContinue reading “Broken open and flowered”

Catfish caught a live one

Catfish catches a live one Dear loved ones, Something happened to me last year, well over a year ago now, it was in May 2019.  I have very briefly mentioned it in one of my blog posts and alluded to it in a poem, but the whole truth hasn’t come out.  I am very embarrassed. Continue reading “Catfish caught a live one”

Protection

Protection Dear loved ones, It is a rainy day here in Toronto and thank goodness because it has been so blasted humid and hot.  I drove my daughter to work this morning.  It is her first day back since March 15th.  She doesn’t know how much work there is going to be since the placeContinue reading “Protection”

I don’t know what I am doing any more

I don’t know what I am doing anymore Dear loved ones, I just got home from spending a few days at a cottage beside a lake (actually a river that runs into a lake).  It was fun jumping into the cool water off the dock and swimming and hanging out around a camp fire atContinue reading “I don’t know what I am doing any more”