Snow Angels

Snow Angels Dear loved ones, I spent the last three days at a cottage just north-east of Toronto.  It was fabulous mainly because it had an outside hot tub.  If you have never experienced a hot tub in the wintertime in Canada, you are really missing something.  There were five of us sharing this experience,Continue reading “Snow Angels”

Still in love but all I hear is nothing

Still in Love but all I hear is nothing Dear loved ones, Well I have started back to work at the grocery store and I am liking it.  I felt very comfortable, relaxed, and competent multi-tasking in the customer service department.  I could do five things at once with ease.  What has happened to me? Continue reading “Still in love but all I hear is nothing”

I closed my eyes and she appeared

I closed my eyes then she appeared Dear loved ones, We are having spring and summer in November here in Toronto and I think much of Canada is also experiencing these blessings. Sunny and warm and the trees are in their full autumn colours.  I am in love with life.  What a difference the sunshineContinue reading “I closed my eyes and she appeared”

Only one twin flame?

Only one twin flame? Dear loved ones, Day after Halloween, which was a non event, at least in this area of Toronto.  My grandson, who is 13, drew on a beard and mustache with his mother’s new eyeliner, donned a red baseball hat (Raptors) and a red t-shirt (also Raptors), a black Thrasher Hoodie, andContinue reading “Only one twin flame?”

Silence is not golden

Silence is not golden Dear loved ones, I have been laying in bed all day trying to feel better and watching sad romantic movies.  Little Women, Sense and Sensibilities, Pride and Prejudice, Jane Eyre, and now Jane Austin’s book club.  A film fest of sorts.  I am a glutton for all these fine feelings andContinue reading “Silence is not golden”

He was a player. Did he turn me into one too?

He was a player. Did he turn me into one too? Dear loved ones, It is a cold and cloudy day here in Toronto, Canada and I have a sore throat and am feeling lethargic and blah, so canceled the two dates that were arranged for this weekend.  I didn’t really feel like seeing anyoneContinue reading “He was a player. Did he turn me into one too?”

Allowing

Allowing Dear loved ones, Hello from a sunny, warm Toronto, Canada.  It is 21degrees Celsius this afternoon and I am laying in the sunshine as it flows in and heats up my bedroom (my office and art studio).  I should be outside walking Gibson (Pomeranian/Papillon) and getting some air and exercise, and I will shortly. Continue reading “Allowing”

Painting my way around the world

Painting my way around the world Dear loved ones, This morning I woke up with loving arms around me and an orgasm chasing the sandman away.  What a beautiful way to wake.  It was real, tangible, solid, believable, comforting, exciting, arousing, lovely, loving.  Also, it was not in the 3D, he was not here underContinue reading “Painting my way around the world”

Rainy Day Tears

Rainy Day Tears Dear loved ones, I have been laying in bed all day. Melancholia.  Extreme sadness Heart ache Longing   Why am I feeling this way when there is someone that loves me and wants to spend his time with me? Why do I want to die? Why is my heart weeping? How canContinue reading “Rainy Day Tears”

Getting hit over the head with signs

Getting hit over the head with signs Dear loved ones, Hello.  I almost said hello strangers, referring to you, but it is not you who is being a stranger, it is me. I have been staying away from you and my blog. I don’t know how to write what I want to say, and IContinue reading “Getting hit over the head with signs”