Deeply Disturbing

Deeply Disturbing Dear loved ones, Today I had an email from my step-daughter asking me if I thought her father was an evil person.  At first, I wanted to sugar coat and lay out all the positive parts, but I soon changed my mind and had to be truly honest with her as I amContinue reading “Deeply Disturbing”

Laid away or getting laid

Laid away or getting laid Dear loved ones, please excuse the title of this blog post today.  I actually don’t know what I will type here but will let my fingers do the talking.  How about the weather, a very safe topic?  Oh no, don’t leave yet, I was only kidding.  Fuck the weather.  PeopleContinue reading “Laid away or getting laid”

Losing my religion

Losing My Religion Dear loved ones, It is a beautiful sunny and warm day here in Toronto Canada.  Perfect weather for suntanning on my balcony.  I love it.  Today I am wearing a bikini because my daughter is also suntanning and she said she doesn’t want to look at my boobs while we are havingContinue reading “Losing my religion”

A love story

He woke me up then left A love story Dear loved ones, Today is a better day for me, full of sunshine, and music and laughter.  I have been making a fool of myself in the park again.  Yes, I have been dancing (break dancing) to the song “Everybody”, by the Back-Street Boys.  Of course,Continue reading “A love story”

Things I don’t like about myself

Things I don’t like about myself Dear loved ones, Well, it is 1:14 am and I am still awake and so made myself a cup of coffee to enjoy while I am sitting up in bed looking at the walls.  I have been on my own all weekend and this quiet time has forced meContinue reading “Things I don’t like about myself”

Is it Wednesday or Thursday?

Is this Wednesday or Thursday? Dear loved ones, I have lost track of the days and am sinking into a sea of despair.  Please feel free to skip this post today as I don’t want to bring you all down.  I know I will be okay again, but for whatever reason I need to purgeContinue reading “Is it Wednesday or Thursday?”

Let’s talk art

Let’s talk art Dear loved ones, It was quite a nice day today, sunny but with a cool breeze.  That breeze didn’t stop me from suntanning on the balcony in a bikini for about an hour.  Glorious!!  The big event of the week was shopping for groceries.  My daughter and I went to the storeContinue reading “Let’s talk art”

Just a fuck friend

Warning language and content may offend some 18+ please Just a fuck friend Dear loved ones, Hello.  Good evening.  It was a very cold day today and a bit on the rainy side but this never stopped me from going out for a couple of brisk walks / runs with Gibson leading the way.  HeContinue reading “Just a fuck friend”

Birthday Blues

Birthday Blues Dear loved ones, Well today is my birthday (May 9, 2020).  I don’t care for my birthday all that much because I don’t like the number I am turning.  It is only a number, right?  But it is a high number and I don’t like it.  It does not match my presentation.  WhatContinue reading “Birthday Blues”

Pocket Lover

Warning language and content may offend some readers 18+ please Dear loved ones, this piece was published quite a few months ago, and I wanted to share it again since it is so awesome (I am laughing out loud as I type this). I do not have the typical writers’ block because I can stillContinue reading “Pocket Lover”