He seems perfect

He seems perfect Dear loved ones, Today I spent a wonderful afternoon with someone I was meeting face to face with for the first time.  We had been texting each other for a few days and that had been fun and it was relaxed and friendly and not the least bit suggestive or sexual.  WellContinue reading “He seems perfect”

Heartbreak Hotel

Heartbreak Hotel Dear loved ones, Hello.  Good evening.  I started this blog post yesterday, and the day before and again this morning, but I had nothing to say.  I felt flat, beaten down like a cardboard box being prepared for the recycle bin.  Actually I published this post once but immediately put it back intoContinue reading “Heartbreak Hotel”

Fooling Around with Paint

Fooling Around with Paint Dear loved ones, Well I went to work today and got sent home.  Actually, that is not quite accurate, I left on my own initiative.  The new manager insisted I wear a mask while working and I explained that I could wear the face shield, but wearing the mask makes meContinue reading “Fooling Around with Paint”

Pick Your Battles

Pick Your Battles Dear loved ones, Well, it is into the second week of a heat wave running across Ontario and may be the rest of Canada too but I haven’t checked, and maybe it is the whole continent for all I know.  Still I will not complain about the heat.  I remember it wasn’tContinue reading “Pick Your Battles”

Hot and Human

Hot and Human Dear loved ones, good afternoon, We had a black out in Toronto last night.  I don’t think it was the whole city that was shut down but only a 12-block strip near downtown and just the area where we happen to live.  Our apartment was a sweat box and not even aContinue reading “Hot and Human”

Prophetic Dreams

Prophetic Dreaming Hello loved ones, My god it is a hot and humid day here today.  I will not complain, I promise.  I may die of a heat stroke but I will not complain about hot weather.  This is Canada and the majority of our days and months consist of cold and ice and snow. Continue reading “Prophetic Dreams”

Psychic Day

Psychic Day Hello darlings, No, I am not British but I am faking a British accent as I say darlings.  I can’t help smiling at this.  I do have a slight accent from the east coast of Canada and I sound like I am from Brooklin mixed with Maritime Celtic.  I had my DNA testedContinue reading “Psychic Day”

A continuation of pull up your big girl pants

Continuation of pull up your big girl pants Dear loved ones, I would rather be talking about pulling down my big girl pants and tossing them away and be liberated from all fetters.  I have been under constraints and in captivity most of my life, childhood and adult, so now I just want to runContinue reading “A continuation of pull up your big girl pants”

Being in a holding pattern

Being in a Holding Pattern Dear loved ones, It is interesting how I have changed my outlook on my behaviour.  I did something yesterday that I would normally feel guilty about and beat myself up about and call myself terrible names of shame.  None of this internal dialogue took place.  As I mentioned previously Mr.Continue reading “Being in a holding pattern”

Catfish caught a live one

Catfish catches a live one Dear loved ones, Something happened to me last year, well over a year ago now, it was in May 2019.  I have very briefly mentioned it in one of my blog posts and alluded to it in a poem, but the whole truth hasn’t come out.  I am very embarrassed. Continue reading “Catfish caught a live one”