Confessions of a twin flame

Confessions of a Twin Flame Dear loves ones, I really hate the title I have chosen for this blog post today because I do not like the words twin flame, maybe because it has been overused and everyone seems to be talking about this twin flame journey.  There are more and more people going throughContinue reading “Confessions of a twin flame”

Sinking in Vibration

Sinking in vibration Dear loved ones, I really hope you don’t mind if I refer to you in this way, because this is how I really feel about you, yes you, individually and together.  It is an interesting experience to love so many who I haven’t met in person but have met only on thisContinue reading “Sinking in Vibration”

I tried to kill myself once

I tried to kill myself once Dear loved ones, I have been dreaming about writing this blog post all night long and the thing that has been foremost in my heart has been my divine masculine.  I really am sorry for talking about him au nauseum.  I can’t help it.  There are several men aroundContinue reading “I tried to kill myself once”

Deeply Disturbing

Deeply Disturbing Dear loved ones, Today I had an email from my step-daughter asking me if I thought her father was an evil person.  At first, I wanted to sugar coat and lay out all the positive parts, but I soon changed my mind and had to be truly honest with her as I amContinue reading “Deeply Disturbing”

Laid away or getting laid

Laid away or getting laid Dear loved ones, please excuse the title of this blog post today.  I actually don’t know what I will type here but will let my fingers do the talking.  How about the weather, a very safe topic?  Oh no, don’t leave yet, I was only kidding.  Fuck the weather.  PeopleContinue reading “Laid away or getting laid”

Losing my religion

Losing My Religion Dear loved ones, It is a beautiful sunny and warm day here in Toronto Canada.  Perfect weather for suntanning on my balcony.  I love it.  Today I am wearing a bikini because my daughter is also suntanning and she said she doesn’t want to look at my boobs while we are havingContinue reading “Losing my religion”

A love story

He woke me up then left A love story Dear loved ones, Today is a better day for me, full of sunshine, and music and laughter.  I have been making a fool of myself in the park again.  Yes, I have been dancing (break dancing) to the song “Everybody”, by the Back-Street Boys.  Of course,Continue reading “A love story”

Things I don’t like about myself

Things I don’t like about myself Dear loved ones, Well, it is 1:14 am and I am still awake and so made myself a cup of coffee to enjoy while I am sitting up in bed looking at the walls.  I have been on my own all weekend and this quiet time has forced meContinue reading “Things I don’t like about myself”

Is it Wednesday or Thursday?

Is this Wednesday or Thursday? Dear loved ones, I have lost track of the days and am sinking into a sea of despair.  Please feel free to skip this post today as I don’t want to bring you all down.  I know I will be okay again, but for whatever reason I need to purgeContinue reading “Is it Wednesday or Thursday?”