Painting my way around the world

Painting my way around the world Dear loved ones, This morning I woke up with loving arms around me and an orgasm chasing the sandman away.  What a beautiful way to wake.  It was real, tangible, solid, believable, comforting, exciting, arousing, lovely, loving.  Also, it was not in the 3D, he was not here underContinue reading “Painting my way around the world”

Rainy Day Tears

Rainy Day Tears Dear loved ones, I have been laying in bed all day. Melancholia.  Extreme sadness Heart ache Longing   Why am I feeling this way when there is someone that loves me and wants to spend his time with me? Why do I want to die? Why is my heart weeping? How canContinue reading “Rainy Day Tears”

Getting hit over the head with signs

Getting hit over the head with signs Dear loved ones, Hello.  I almost said hello strangers, referring to you, but it is not you who is being a stranger, it is me. I have been staying away from you and my blog. I don’t know how to write what I want to say, and IContinue reading “Getting hit over the head with signs”

If the world was ending

If the world was ending Dear loved ones, Hello, how are you?  It has been several days since I have posted and I really do not have much of anything to write about today either.  I did finish a painting though, and I wanted to share it with you.  I called it “Mother’s Love”.  12”Continue reading “If the world was ending”

Being a Bitch

Being a Bitch Dear loved ones, Hello.  I have missed you.  It has been several days that I have stayed away from you and my computer.  I felt blank.  Is this what you call writer’s block?  It kind of felt like a life block.  I tried writing poetry – but nothing appeared on my page. Continue reading “Being a Bitch”

Clueless

Clueless Dear loved ones, It has been quite a few days since I have written anything new for my blog, but I did resurrect an erotic short story titled “No Strings Attached”.  The person I write about in this saga does exist, and we have a friendly connection still in a detached sort of way. Continue reading “Clueless”

Acute One

Acute One Dear loved ones, I went for a little ride on Saturday and it was a bit bumpy and not much fun.  Embarrassing really too.  An ambulance came and collected me from my home residence and strapped me in and whisked me off.  All this action on the sidewalk in front of the localContinue reading “Acute One”

Chocolate

Chocolate Dear loved ones, It has been quite a few days since I have written anything here.  Actually, I don’t even know if I have anything to write now either, but I do have a painting to share.  I think it is finished, or at least I need to leave it for awhile before IContinue reading “Chocolate”

Divine Feminine Raw and Real

Divine Feminine Raw and Real Dear loved ones, Hello from an overcast Toronto Saturday, cool but pleasant, perfect sleeping in weather.  Autumn is in the air for the second day in a row.  I am a bit sad that the hot days of summer are almost over though.  It has been well over a yearContinue reading “Divine Feminine Raw and Real”

Thoughts of Dying

Thoughts of Dying Dear loved ones, Today was a very bad day for me.  I thought I was going to die.  I actually almost did, death by drowning.  No, I wasn’t anywhere exotic swimming in warm water off a wind-swept beach.  I was only in my own bathtub.  A severe allergic reaction to some medicationContinue reading “Thoughts of Dying”