Let’s talk art

Let’s talk art Dear loved ones, It was quite a nice day today, sunny but with a cool breeze.  That breeze didn’t stop me from suntanning on the balcony in a bikini for about an hour.  Glorious!!  The big event of the week was shopping for groceries.  My daughter and I went to the storeContinue reading “Let’s talk art”

Just a fuck friend

Warning language and content may offend some 18+ please Just a fuck friend Dear loved ones, Hello.  Good evening.  It was a very cold day today and a bit on the rainy side but this never stopped me from going out for a couple of brisk walks / runs with Gibson leading the way.  HeContinue reading “Just a fuck friend”

Birthday Blues

Birthday Blues Dear loved ones, Well today is my birthday (May 9, 2020).  I don’t care for my birthday all that much because I don’t like the number I am turning.  It is only a number, right?  But it is a high number and I don’t like it.  It does not match my presentation.  WhatContinue reading “Birthday Blues”

Pocket Lover

Warning language and content may offend some readers 18+ please Dear loved ones, this piece was published quite a few months ago, and I wanted to share it again since it is so awesome (I am laughing out loud as I type this). I do not have the typical writers’ block because I can stillContinue reading “Pocket Lover”

A little death

The little death Dear loved ones, good morning.  Well actually it is afternoon here in the overcast and gloomy city of Toronto.  I did go for a walk in the park earlier this morning and took Gibson out for his run.  He sure loves chasing his ball and also the large black squirrels that tauntContinue reading “A little death”

It’s a wonderful life

It’s a wonderful life Dear loved ones, and you are, very loved.  I started this blog mainly to help myself work through this grand love story (I am laughing because there has been way more crying than loving).  I never really thought anyone would care to read my words. It’s been almost a year agoContinue reading “It’s a wonderful life”

I am sick of myself

I am sick of myself Dear loved ones, I am sick of myself.  I am sick of chasing my divine masculine and sending him messages, which he never responds to in any way.  Sick of my craving for his attention.  Sick of wanting to be loved by someone who doesn’t love me back. I needContinue reading “I am sick of myself”

He didn’t like his painting

He didn’t like his painting Dear loved ones, good morning.  Well, actually it is almost noon and bad me, I am still in bed.  Not sleeping of course and I have been up running and taking Gibson out for his morning duties.  I love my bedroom because it is all my own and I haveContinue reading “He didn’t like his painting”

Lips

Lips Dear loved ones, The second thing I notice about a man is his lips.  I worded it like this because I want you to guess what the first thing is that I notice.  Just teasing you.  I notice his hair, or lack of.  I like long hair, short hair, no hair, clean hair, blowingContinue reading “Lips”

Channeled Reading

Channeled Reading Dear loved ones, It is again a gloomy wet Sunday.  Yesterday was warm and sunny and I got to lay in the sun on my balcony for a good hour and a half.  Glorious.  That brightened my mood considerably and also gave me a little colour.  I like to be tanned, just becauseContinue reading “Channeled Reading”