Losing my religion

Losing My Religion Dear loved ones, It is a beautiful sunny and warm day here in Toronto Canada.  Perfect weather for suntanning on my balcony.  I love it.  Today I am wearing a bikini because my daughter is also suntanning and she said she doesn’t want to look at my boobs while we are havingContinue reading “Losing my religion”

A love story

He woke me up then left A love story Dear loved ones, Today is a better day for me, full of sunshine, and music and laughter.  I have been making a fool of myself in the park again.  Yes, I have been dancing (break dancing) to the song “Everybody”, by the Back-Street Boys.  Of course,Continue reading “A love story”

Things I don’t like about myself

Things I don’t like about myself Dear loved ones, Well, it is 1:14 am and I am still awake and so made myself a cup of coffee to enjoy while I am sitting up in bed looking at the walls.  I have been on my own all weekend and this quiet time has forced meContinue reading “Things I don’t like about myself”

Is it Wednesday or Thursday?

Is this Wednesday or Thursday? Dear loved ones, I have lost track of the days and am sinking into a sea of despair.  Please feel free to skip this post today as I don’t want to bring you all down.  I know I will be okay again, but for whatever reason I need to purgeContinue reading “Is it Wednesday or Thursday?”

Let’s talk art

Let’s talk art Dear loved ones, It was quite a nice day today, sunny but with a cool breeze.  That breeze didn’t stop me from suntanning on the balcony in a bikini for about an hour.  Glorious!!  The big event of the week was shopping for groceries.  My daughter and I went to the storeContinue reading “Let’s talk art”

Just a fuck friend

Warning language and content may offend some 18+ please Just a fuck friend Dear loved ones, Hello.  Good evening.  It was a very cold day today and a bit on the rainy side but this never stopped me from going out for a couple of brisk walks / runs with Gibson leading the way.  HeContinue reading “Just a fuck friend”

Birthday Blues

Birthday Blues Dear loved ones, Well today is my birthday (May 9, 2020).  I don’t care for my birthday all that much because I don’t like the number I am turning.  It is only a number, right?  But it is a high number and I don’t like it.  It does not match my presentation.  WhatContinue reading “Birthday Blues”

Pocket Lover

Warning language and content may offend some readers 18+ please Dear loved ones, this piece was published quite a few months ago, and I wanted to share it again since it is so awesome (I am laughing out loud as I type this). I do not have the typical writers’ block because I can stillContinue reading “Pocket Lover”

A little death

The little death Dear loved ones, good morning.  Well actually it is afternoon here in the overcast and gloomy city of Toronto.  I did go for a walk in the park earlier this morning and took Gibson out for his run.  He sure loves chasing his ball and also the large black squirrels that tauntContinue reading “A little death”

It’s a wonderful life

It’s a wonderful life Dear loved ones, and you are, very loved.  I started this blog mainly to help myself work through this grand love story (I am laughing because there has been way more crying than loving).  I never really thought anyone would care to read my words. It’s been almost a year agoContinue reading “It’s a wonderful life”