I Never Stopped Loving You

I Never Stopped Loving You Warning no illicit sexual dialogue or language “I never stopped loving you, I never stopped loving you, I never stopped loving you”, said the weak and worn voice over the phone line.  It was easy to tell that these words were genuine and that it took this person maximum effortContinue reading “I Never Stopped Loving You”

The Sweetest Pain

The sweetest pain She is all pent up and needs sexual release but there is no one around and she is not going to go looking for cock.  She cannot even feel the energy of her baby whose very thoughts can make her cum.  But he has withdrawn his power and has blocked her fromContinue reading “The Sweetest Pain”

Scared of This

Heart pounding Palms sweating Tears gathering Afraid he will show Afraid he won’t Queen of cups Lover of men Desire surrounds me Folds me in half and then again Crumpled in a heap Ready for discard Why does it always come to this Expecting the worse and receiving it Scared of this Afraid of him…….

Played by the player

Today is the day after Christmas 2019 and instead of being up and about doing this or doing that, exchanging unwanted gifts, etc. I am alone in my little bed pondering the unfolding of recent events trying to figure out how I could be so gullible, stupid, blind, trusting, needy, weak, clingy, hopeful …… IContinue reading “Played by the player”

May be the last time

Feel so relaxed beside you Like I’m melting into you This is only the second time we have been intimate but feels like no separation of bodies So close So seductive One mind One heart When it’s all over the chill sets in Need your own space now I understand but feel hurt at theContinue reading “May be the last time”