Loved by Proxy

Loved by Proxy Warning sexual language and content 18+ please Scene One:  The Depression. Imogen’s birthday was coming up in a few days and she was depressed, not just because she was getting older but because she was in separation from her beautiful husband and would most likely spend her big event all alone. SheContinue reading “Loved by Proxy”

Master have you left me?

Warning explicit sexual language and content that may offend some 18+ please Dear loved ones, It has been a few days since I posted anything new or interesting.  I am trying to get myself out of this funk.  All I have to share today is some art and an erotic short story.  I feel likeContinue reading “Master have you left me?”

Begging for attention

Begging for attention Dear loved ones, I have turned into a beggar   A craver of attention One with no pride Or dignity Look at me Talk to me Feel me Want me I am all about myself these days.  How selfish I am becoming.  I am drowning in this shallow pool.  Please forgive me thisContinue reading “Begging for attention”

Was he just my muse or was I his?

Is he just my muse? Warning language and subject matter may offend 18+ Dear loved ones, I have been thinking of you and reading many of your posts and learning and appreciating.  Thank you.  What have I been doing, you ask? Nothing really, just cooking, eating (ha), walking and running with Gibson (the sweetest dog),Continue reading “Was he just my muse or was I his?”

Sex as a healing art

Warning explicit sexual content and language 18+please She thought she had lost her grip on reality by becoming more spiritual but in actuality her past was the dream, the fog, the shadow life.  Who was that child, that girl, that young woman, and now this middle-aged person?  Did she even exist.  It has been suggestedContinue reading “Sex as a healing art”

Setting boundaries and saying no

Setting boundaries learning to say no Warning language and content may be offensive to some 18+ please Dear loved ones, I wanted to tell you about the mistake I made two days ago.  I knew it was a mistake when I did it, but I did it anyway.  I was lonely and craving attention, butContinue reading “Setting boundaries and saying no”

Dracula

Dracula Warning language and content may offend some 18+ please Dear loved ones, well it is another day in confinement but I am not complaining.  The slow down was needed for me to refocus and calm down and stop acting like a sexual diva.  I actually like that about myself although I am mostly jokingContinue reading “Dracula”

Giving up the chase

Giving up the chase Warning language and content may offend some 18+ please Dear loved ones, good morning.  It is another beautiful sunny day here in Toronto, Ontario, Canada and I am in my regular spot (my little bed), drinking my cup of coffee.  I had my alarm set to remind me to get upContinue reading “Giving up the chase”

Crazy in Love

Warning language and content may be offensive to some 18+ Crazy in Love Dear loved ones, it is a cool and overcast day here in Toronto, Canada, and I am being lazy just laying in bed drinking my coffee and ruminating.  Is this what old people do?  I am not old yet but certainly onContinue reading “Crazy in Love”

Should I take up drinking?

Should I take up drinking? Warning language and content may offend some 18+ Dear loved ones, today was a gloomy day in Toronto and the streets were almost empty of traffic. An eerie atmosphere for sure.  My daughter and I took an Uber to the city center to go to the post office to mailContinue reading “Should I take up drinking?”