A continuation of pull up your big girl pants

Continuation of pull up your big girl pants Dear loved ones, I would rather be talking about pulling down my big girl pants and tossing them away and be liberated from all fetters.  I have been under constraints and in captivity most of my life, childhood and adult, so now I just want to runContinue reading “A continuation of pull up your big girl pants”

Being in a holding pattern

Being in a Holding Pattern Dear loved ones, It is interesting how I have changed my outlook on my behaviour.  I did something yesterday that I would normally feel guilty about and beat myself up about and call myself terrible names of shame.  None of this internal dialogue took place.  As I mentioned previously Mr.Continue reading “Being in a holding pattern”

Catfish caught a live one

Catfish catches a live one Dear loved ones, Something happened to me last year, well over a year ago now, it was in May 2019.  I have very briefly mentioned it in one of my blog posts and alluded to it in a poem, but the whole truth hasn’t come out.  I am very embarrassed. Continue reading “Catfish caught a live one”

No Hero Here

No Hero Here Dear loved ones, you may want to just skip this blog today and go on to others’ who have something more important and beneficial to say.  I am just blabbing and trying to come to terms with a few things.  My ex-husband and what’s happening to him, and my work place situation. Continue reading “No Hero Here”

My Failure as a Hot Wife

My Failure as a Hot Wife Warning language my be offensive to some 18+ Dear loved ones, today is a beautiful day outside, but I am sick in bed with a bad cold so I have been relaxing and just reading other people’s blog posts and enjoying them immensely.  People are so talented and wiseContinue reading “My Failure as a Hot Wife”

Letters that ended it all

Letters that ended it all Dear loved ones, this blog is a little bit of a divergence from my usual and today I was reflecting and revisiting.  I had been thinking of my siblings and how we were alike and how we were different and what was it about them that kept them clinging toContinue reading “Letters that ended it all”

Hovering Above the Earth

Hovering Above the Earth Dear loved ones, I hope you are not scared away from my blog and from my person because of the above title.  It is okay if you want to just skip this one and check in again tomorrow.  Maybe there will be something more erotic and sexier to read, or somethingContinue reading “Hovering Above the Earth”

What the Fuck is This – a re-blog

Warning sexual language and content 18+ What the Fuck is This? Dear loved ones, I haven’t written anything new today.  No erotica, no poetry, no insightful words about life and this twin flame journey.  I have nothing to share.  That is not quite true.  What I wanted to say was that I am questioning nowContinue reading “What the Fuck is This – a re-blog”

Dancing in the park and hugging the trees

Dancing in the park and hugging the trees Dear loved ones, Well I was at it again, dancing in the park and hugging the trees.  The song I was listening to with my iphone spotify account was Wait a Minute by Willow Smith.  Beautiful song and so danceable and reminds me of a twin flameContinue reading “Dancing in the park and hugging the trees”

Freedom Synthesis and Creativity

Freedom, Synthesis, and Creativity Dear Reader(s)/Friend(s): Today was a very strange day and I have felt in a daze like I was awake but sleep walking.  Maybe it has something to do with planets aligning, Mercury retrograde or something, I don’t know anything about such things though. I feel that this blog is going toContinue reading “Freedom Synthesis and Creativity”