Am I a Dog?

I am writing my blog in the first person – yes hello, it’s Summerhill Lane. No poems, short stories, paintings or erotica – just grief and tears are pouring out of me this day. Who or what is upsetting me to this extent? My person, my twin, my soul, my heart, my beloved, my friendContinue reading “Am I a Dog?”

Scared of This

Heart pounding Palms sweating Tears gathering Afraid he will show Afraid he won’t Queen of cups Lover of men Desire surrounds me Folds me in half and then again Crumpled in a heap Ready for discard Why does it always come to this Expecting the worse and receiving it Scared of this Afraid of him…….

Experiences of an Online Dater

First, she met the thief and was stolen from                               ended Second, came the momma’s boy and she gave him support and had his back                                 ended Third, was the best and the worst of them, the controller and manipulator and she loved and was controlled and manipulated ended in the 3D continues in theContinue reading “Experiences of an Online Dater”

May be the last time

Feel so relaxed beside you Like I’m melting into you This is only the second time we have been intimate but feels like no separation of bodies So close So seductive One mind One heart When it’s all over the chill sets in Need your own space now I understand but feel hurt at theContinue reading “May be the last time”

Just Kill Me Now

Warning explicit sexual language 18+ Just Kill Me Now Is it possible to die of suppression of passion She never used to think so Since meeting him she is starting to believe so She wants She needs She cries She pleads He’s there She’s here He is unavailable and completely unpredictable She is wet andContinue reading “Just Kill Me Now”