He was a player. Did he turn me into one too?

He was a player. Did he turn me into one too? Dear loved ones, It is a cold and cloudy day here in Toronto, Canada and I have a sore throat and am feeling lethargic and blah, so canceled the two dates that were arranged for this weekend.  I didn’t really feel like seeing anyoneContinue reading “He was a player. Did he turn me into one too?”

Allowing

Allowing Dear loved ones, Hello from a sunny, warm Toronto, Canada.  It is 21degrees Celsius this afternoon and I am laying in the sunshine as it flows in and heats up my bedroom (my office and art studio).  I should be outside walking Gibson (Pomeranian/Papillon) and getting some air and exercise, and I will shortly. Continue reading “Allowing”

Getting hit over the head with signs

Getting hit over the head with signs Dear loved ones, Hello.  I almost said hello strangers, referring to you, but it is not you who is being a stranger, it is me. I have been staying away from you and my blog. I don’t know how to write what I want to say, and IContinue reading “Getting hit over the head with signs”

Clueless

Clueless Dear loved ones, It has been quite a few days since I have written anything new for my blog, but I did resurrect an erotic short story titled “No Strings Attached”.  The person I write about in this saga does exist, and we have a friendly connection still in a detached sort of way. Continue reading “Clueless”

Acute One

Acute One Dear loved ones, I went for a little ride on Saturday and it was a bit bumpy and not much fun.  Embarrassing really too.  An ambulance came and collected me from my home residence and strapped me in and whisked me off.  All this action on the sidewalk in front of the localContinue reading “Acute One”

Chocolate

Chocolate Dear loved ones, It has been quite a few days since I have written anything here.  Actually, I don’t even know if I have anything to write now either, but I do have a painting to share.  I think it is finished, or at least I need to leave it for awhile before IContinue reading “Chocolate”

No need to explain

No need to explain No one needs to know No one else would even care This is just between us two Burning in my heart Buried so deep Of it to others, not a peep I lie I told the world Could not hold it in Tried to explain Useless No words will come thatContinue reading “No need to explain”

Thoughts of Dying

Thoughts of Dying Dear loved ones, Today was a very bad day for me.  I thought I was going to die.  I actually almost did, death by drowning.  No, I wasn’t anywhere exotic swimming in warm water off a wind-swept beach.  I was only in my own bathtub.  A severe allergic reaction to some medicationContinue reading “Thoughts of Dying”

Ego verses Love

Ego verses Love Dear loved ones, Hello, good morning.  It is a lovely day here in Toronto, Canada, sunny, warm (actually hot and muggy), a light breeze is blowing and billowy white clouds are dancing across the sky.  Today I am going on a picnic with my friend Mr. Perfect.  We will be walking quiteContinue reading “Ego verses Love”

Creating Space

Creating Space And the queen needs a new bed Dear loved ones, Yesterday was a day for cleaning, dusting, vacuuming, washing, tidying and scrubbing.  Throwing out and recycling.  Feng shui-ing.  Putting into its place and creating space.  A fresh clean scent permeated and enlivened my apartment.  Yesterday was also a day for releasing, for lettingContinue reading “Creating Space”