I am sick of myself

I am sick of myself Dear loved ones, I am sick of myself.  I am sick of chasing my divine masculine and sending him messages, which he never responds to in any way.  Sick of my craving for his attention.  Sick of wanting to be loved by someone who doesn’t love me back. I needContinue reading “I am sick of myself”

Loved by Proxy 2

Warning sexual language and content 18+ please Loved by Proxy – 2 Scene Four – The Diners Imogen allowed one tear to roll down her right cheek.  Mr. Proxy leaned in and taking his pale-yellow linen hanky from the breast pocket of his dark sports jacket gently wiped the tear away.  My god he wasContinue reading “Loved by Proxy 2”

Loved by Proxy

Loved by Proxy Warning sexual language and content 18+ please Scene One:  The Depression. Imogen’s birthday was coming up in a few days and she was depressed, not just because she was getting older but because she was in separation from her beautiful husband and would most likely spend her big event all alone. SheContinue reading “Loved by Proxy”

Lips

Lips Dear loved ones, The second thing I notice about a man is his lips.  I worded it like this because I want you to guess what the first thing is that I notice.  Just teasing you.  I notice his hair, or lack of.  I like long hair, short hair, no hair, clean hair, blowingContinue reading “Lips”

Picnics and Fruit

Picnics and Fruit Do you like my dog? Dear loved ones, You might wonder what the title of this post has to do with the contents herein, and I would have to answer – nothing.  I was facetiming with my grandson and I asked him to supply me with a title for my blog andContinue reading “Picnics and Fruit”

Portraits of my divine masculine

Portraits of my divine masculine Dear loved ones, I want to share some of the portraits that I have created of my divine masculine.  I thought it would cheer me up to have them on display, and I was hoping you would like to see them in a group as well.  The sun is shinningContinue reading “Portraits of my divine masculine”

Should I take up drinking?

Should I take up drinking? Warning language and content may offend some 18+ Dear loved ones, today was a gloomy day in Toronto and the streets were almost empty of traffic. An eerie atmosphere for sure.  My daughter and I took an Uber to the city center to go to the post office to mailContinue reading “Should I take up drinking?”

I want you to love my divine masculine

I want you to love my divine masculine Dear loved ones, today was a very weird day.  It started out terribly because I had a fainting spell during the night and I ended up having to crawl to the kitchen in order to get myself a glass of water.  The water helped but I feltContinue reading “I want you to love my divine masculine”

I only want to be your slut

Warning language and content may offend some readers 18+ I only want to be your slut Dear loved ones, I wanted to write about what happened at my workplace last night.  Nothing.  What a relief.  It seems that people are relaxing a little and not buying cart loads of groceries anymore, and one of theContinue reading “I only want to be your slut”