A continuation of pull up your big girl pants

Continuation of pull up your big girl pants Dear loved ones, I would rather be talking about pulling down my big girl pants and tossing them away and be liberated from all fetters.  I have been under constraints and in captivity most of my life, childhood and adult, so now I just want to runContinue reading “A continuation of pull up your big girl pants”

Being in a holding pattern

Being in a Holding Pattern Dear loved ones, It is interesting how I have changed my outlook on my behaviour.  I did something yesterday that I would normally feel guilty about and beat myself up about and call myself terrible names of shame.  None of this internal dialogue took place.  As I mentioned previously Mr.Continue reading “Being in a holding pattern”

Broken open and flowered

Warning language and content may offend some 18+ Broken open and flowered Baby, are you there? Please let me feel you again I am lonely for your touch Lift me one more time to the heights Sear me, tear me open like the first time The pain doesn’t matter Neither does the blood Bend meContinue reading “Broken open and flowered”

Protection

Protection Dear loved ones, It is a rainy day here in Toronto and thank goodness because it has been so blasted humid and hot.  I drove my daughter to work this morning.  It is her first day back since March 15th.  She doesn’t know how much work there is going to be since the placeContinue reading “Protection”

I don’t know what I am doing any more

I don’t know what I am doing anymore Dear loved ones, I just got home from spending a few days at a cottage beside a lake (actually a river that runs into a lake).  It was fun jumping into the cool water off the dock and swimming and hanging out around a camp fire atContinue reading “I don’t know what I am doing any more”

Should have learned the first time

Should have learned the first time Dear loved ones, I really do not have anything much to write about today that is important, and this may come across as just a bit of nonsense or drama.  Some people thrive on drama and chaos, well I am not one of those.  I do like things toContinue reading “Should have learned the first time”

Not the worst thing

Not the worst thing Dear loved ones, Well I picked up my new car (new to me) on Thursday, and it is a thing of beauty as far as vehicles go.  I am very happy to have wheels and the added sense of freedom this will give me.  Yeh!  I named him ‘Ronnie’ and guessContinue reading “Not the worst thing”

Confessions of a twin flame

Confessions of a Twin Flame Dear loves ones, I really hate the title I have chosen for this blog post today because I do not like the words twin flame, maybe because it has been overused and everyone seems to be talking about this twin flame journey.  There are more and more people going throughContinue reading “Confessions of a twin flame”

Good Girl

Warning language and content may offend some 18+ please Good Girl Fingers from both hands in short blond hair Measuring for length You give a little tug Ah, good girl you said Good girl Index finger of your left hand Traced lip line teased mouth to open Measuring for width and depth Hmmmmmm Good girlContinue reading “Good Girl”

I tried to kill myself once

I tried to kill myself once Dear loved ones, I have been dreaming about writing this blog post all night long and the thing that has been foremost in my heart has been my divine masculine.  I really am sorry for talking about him au nauseum.  I can’t help it.  There are several men aroundContinue reading “I tried to kill myself once”