Deeply Disturbing

Deeply Disturbing Dear loved ones, Today I had an email from my step-daughter asking me if I thought her father was an evil person.  At first, I wanted to sugar coat and lay out all the positive parts, but I soon changed my mind and had to be truly honest with her as I amContinue reading “Deeply Disturbing”

Laid away or getting laid

Laid away or getting laid Dear loved ones, please excuse the title of this blog post today.  I actually don’t know what I will type here but will let my fingers do the talking.  How about the weather, a very safe topic?  Oh no, don’t leave yet, I was only kidding.  Fuck the weather.  PeopleContinue reading “Laid away or getting laid”

Slam Poetry

Slam Poetry Warning language and content may offend some 18+ Dear loved ones, here it is another sunny day in Toronto, and believe me I am not complaining about the sunshine and the warmth.  I have suntanned on the balcony for 3 days in a row and I think I am over doing it aContinue reading “Slam Poetry”

Losing my religion

Losing My Religion Dear loved ones, It is a beautiful sunny and warm day here in Toronto Canada.  Perfect weather for suntanning on my balcony.  I love it.  Today I am wearing a bikini because my daughter is also suntanning and she said she doesn’t want to look at my boobs while we are havingContinue reading “Losing my religion”

Things I don’t like about myself

Things I don’t like about myself Dear loved ones, Well, it is 1:14 am and I am still awake and so made myself a cup of coffee to enjoy while I am sitting up in bed looking at the walls.  I have been on my own all weekend and this quiet time has forced meContinue reading “Things I don’t like about myself”

Is it Wednesday or Thursday?

Is this Wednesday or Thursday? Dear loved ones, I have lost track of the days and am sinking into a sea of despair.  Please feel free to skip this post today as I don’t want to bring you all down.  I know I will be okay again, but for whatever reason I need to purgeContinue reading “Is it Wednesday or Thursday?”

Birthday Blues

Birthday Blues Dear loved ones, Well today is my birthday (May 9, 2020).  I don’t care for my birthday all that much because I don’t like the number I am turning.  It is only a number, right?  But it is a high number and I don’t like it.  It does not match my presentation.  WhatContinue reading “Birthday Blues”

A little death

The little death Dear loved ones, good morning.  Well actually it is afternoon here in the overcast and gloomy city of Toronto.  I did go for a walk in the park earlier this morning and took Gibson out for his run.  He sure loves chasing his ball and also the large black squirrels that tauntContinue reading “A little death”

Striped to the bone

Striped to the bone love so strong baffles the mind heart is clinging groin is weeping sending senseless messages day or night No response like a slap in the face Master your slave is in disgrace? Pride and ego have erased Last attempt must let you go Cutting the cord that held me taunt LovedContinue reading “Striped to the bone”

He didn’t like his painting

He didn’t like his painting Dear loved ones, good morning.  Well, actually it is almost noon and bad me, I am still in bed.  Not sleeping of course and I have been up running and taking Gibson out for his morning duties.  I love my bedroom because it is all my own and I haveContinue reading “He didn’t like his painting”