Setting boundaries and saying no

Setting boundaries learning to say no Warning language and content may be offensive to some 18+ please Dear loved ones, I wanted to tell you about the mistake I made two days ago.  I knew it was a mistake when I did it, but I did it anyway.  I was lonely and craving attention, butContinue reading “Setting boundaries and saying no”

Dracula

Dracula Warning language and content may offend some 18+ please Dear loved ones, well it is another day in confinement but I am not complaining.  The slow down was needed for me to refocus and calm down and stop acting like a sexual diva.  I actually like that about myself although I am mostly jokingContinue reading “Dracula”

Giving up the chase

Giving up the chase Warning language and content may offend some 18+ please Dear loved ones, good morning.  It is another beautiful sunny day here in Toronto, Ontario, Canada and I am in my regular spot (my little bed), drinking my cup of coffee.  I had my alarm set to remind me to get upContinue reading “Giving up the chase”

Closure

Closure Dear loved ones, Yesterday I shared some sketches and paintings of my divine masculine – a gallery page.  It was cathartic for me to put these images out there for others to see if they wished.  DM (divine masculine) has been unusually quiet and distant and I am very lonely for him, yet IContinue reading “Closure”

Crazy in Love

Warning language and content may be offensive to some 18+ Crazy in Love Dear loved ones, it is a cool and overcast day here in Toronto, Canada, and I am being lazy just laying in bed drinking my coffee and ruminating.  Is this what old people do?  I am not old yet but certainly onContinue reading “Crazy in Love”

Should I take up drinking?

Should I take up drinking? Warning language and content may offend some 18+ Dear loved ones, today was a gloomy day in Toronto and the streets were almost empty of traffic. An eerie atmosphere for sure.  My daughter and I took an Uber to the city center to go to the post office to mailContinue reading “Should I take up drinking?”

I only want to be your slut

Warning language and content may offend some readers 18+ I only want to be your slut Dear loved ones, I wanted to write about what happened at my workplace last night.  Nothing.  What a relief.  It seems that people are relaxing a little and not buying cart loads of groceries anymore, and one of theContinue reading “I only want to be your slut”

I’m not on the lay away plan

Not on the lay away plan Divine Feminine to the Divine Masculine Dear loved ones, well it is 4:25am and I haven’t slept a wink.  I worked late and I got to bed late and I didn’t eat while at work and I didn’t want to eat when I got home because it was tooContinue reading “I’m not on the lay away plan”

Names I call myself

Warning language and content my be offensive to some 18+ Names I call myself Dear loved ones, I have had a wonderful day today and enjoyed the sunshine and the warmish temperatures here in Toronto.  I walked and walked mile after mile and did not want to stop.  I did not have Gibson with meContinue reading “Names I call myself”

Is it time to stop being a slut?

Is it time to stop being a slut? Warning language and content may offend some 18+ Dear loved ones, I wanted to tell you about a dream I had last night, well I wasn’t really sleeping yet, just in the beginning stages, when I heard this voice as clear as day:  time to stop yourContinue reading “Is it time to stop being a slut?”