False twin flame?

False Twin Flame? Dear loved ones, Today is a sunny and a beautiful day here in Toronto, Canada, but I have not been out enjoying the weather yet.  I tried laying on the balcony wearing a bikini for awhile, but soon had to cover myself with a blanket.  A very cold breeze was coming fromContinue reading “False twin flame?”

Begging for attention

Begging for attention Dear loved ones, I have turned into a beggar   A craver of attention One with no pride Or dignity Look at me Talk to me Feel me Want me I am all about myself these days.  How selfish I am becoming.  I am drowning in this shallow pool.  Please forgive me thisContinue reading “Begging for attention”

Was he just my muse or was I his?

Is he just my muse? Warning language and subject matter may offend 18+ Dear loved ones, I have been thinking of you and reading many of your posts and learning and appreciating.  Thank you.  What have I been doing, you ask? Nothing really, just cooking, eating (ha), walking and running with Gibson (the sweetest dog),Continue reading “Was he just my muse or was I his?”

Sixty-one kilometres

Warning language and content may offend some readers 18+ please Sixty-one kilometres An hour by train Less by bus or car might as well live in Japan Or Croatia Listen baby Next time it will be me coming to you Cumming for you Cumming on you Cumming in you Next time hopefully real soon InContinue reading “Sixty-one kilometres”

Setting boundaries and saying no

Setting boundaries learning to say no Warning language and content may be offensive to some 18+ please Dear loved ones, I wanted to tell you about the mistake I made two days ago.  I knew it was a mistake when I did it, but I did it anyway.  I was lonely and craving attention, butContinue reading “Setting boundaries and saying no”

Dracula

Dracula Warning language and content may offend some 18+ please Dear loved ones, well it is another day in confinement but I am not complaining.  The slow down was needed for me to refocus and calm down and stop acting like a sexual diva.  I actually like that about myself although I am mostly jokingContinue reading “Dracula”

Giving up the chase

Giving up the chase Warning language and content may offend some 18+ please Dear loved ones, good morning.  It is another beautiful sunny day here in Toronto, Ontario, Canada and I am in my regular spot (my little bed), drinking my cup of coffee.  I had my alarm set to remind me to get upContinue reading “Giving up the chase”

Closure

Closure Dear loved ones, Yesterday I shared some sketches and paintings of my divine masculine – a gallery page.  It was cathartic for me to put these images out there for others to see if they wished.  DM (divine masculine) has been unusually quiet and distant and I am very lonely for him, yet IContinue reading “Closure”

Crazy in Love

Warning language and content may be offensive to some 18+ Crazy in Love Dear loved ones, it is a cool and overcast day here in Toronto, Canada, and I am being lazy just laying in bed drinking my coffee and ruminating.  Is this what old people do?  I am not old yet but certainly onContinue reading “Crazy in Love”

Should I take up drinking?

Should I take up drinking? Warning language and content may offend some 18+ Dear loved ones, today was a gloomy day in Toronto and the streets were almost empty of traffic. An eerie atmosphere for sure.  My daughter and I took an Uber to the city center to go to the post office to mailContinue reading “Should I take up drinking?”