We Must Ride Tonight

A poem from divine feminine to her divine masculine. We Must Ride Tonight The hardest year, the brightest year Desperate and departed year Three hundred and sixty-five days of light Glorious light, adorning light The night is well past, dawn the new day So many changes So many emotions unleashed that have been stored upContinue reading “We Must Ride Tonight”

Deeply Disturbing

Deeply Disturbing Dear loved ones, Today I had an email from my step-daughter asking me if I thought her father was an evil person.  At first, I wanted to sugar coat and lay out all the positive parts, but I soon changed my mind and had to be truly honest with her as I amContinue reading “Deeply Disturbing”

Laid away or getting laid

Laid away or getting laid Dear loved ones, please excuse the title of this blog post today.  I actually don’t know what I will type here but will let my fingers do the talking.  How about the weather, a very safe topic?  Oh no, don’t leave yet, I was only kidding.  Fuck the weather.  PeopleContinue reading “Laid away or getting laid”

A love story

He woke me up then left A love story Dear loved ones, Today is a better day for me, full of sunshine, and music and laughter.  I have been making a fool of myself in the park again.  Yes, I have been dancing (break dancing) to the song “Everybody”, by the Back-Street Boys.  Of course,Continue reading “A love story”

Is it Wednesday or Thursday?

Is this Wednesday or Thursday? Dear loved ones, I have lost track of the days and am sinking into a sea of despair.  Please feel free to skip this post today as I don’t want to bring you all down.  I know I will be okay again, but for whatever reason I need to purgeContinue reading “Is it Wednesday or Thursday?”

Let’s talk art

Let’s talk art Dear loved ones, It was quite a nice day today, sunny but with a cool breeze.  That breeze didn’t stop me from suntanning on the balcony in a bikini for about an hour.  Glorious!!  The big event of the week was shopping for groceries.  My daughter and I went to the storeContinue reading “Let’s talk art”

Just a fuck friend

Warning language and content may offend some 18+ please Just a fuck friend Dear loved ones, Hello.  Good evening.  It was a very cold day today and a bit on the rainy side but this never stopped me from going out for a couple of brisk walks / runs with Gibson leading the way.  HeContinue reading “Just a fuck friend”

Birthday Blues

Birthday Blues Dear loved ones, Well today is my birthday (May 9, 2020).  I don’t care for my birthday all that much because I don’t like the number I am turning.  It is only a number, right?  But it is a high number and I don’t like it.  It does not match my presentation.  WhatContinue reading “Birthday Blues”

A little death

The little death Dear loved ones, good morning.  Well actually it is afternoon here in the overcast and gloomy city of Toronto.  I did go for a walk in the park earlier this morning and took Gibson out for his run.  He sure loves chasing his ball and also the large black squirrels that tauntContinue reading “A little death”

I am sick of myself

I am sick of myself Dear loved ones, I am sick of myself.  I am sick of chasing my divine masculine and sending him messages, which he never responds to in any way.  Sick of my craving for his attention.  Sick of wanting to be loved by someone who doesn’t love me back. I needContinue reading “I am sick of myself”