Giving up the chase

Giving up the chase Warning language and content may offend some 18+ please Dear loved ones, good morning.  It is another beautiful sunny day here in Toronto, Ontario, Canada and I am in my regular spot (my little bed), drinking my cup of coffee.  I had my alarm set to remind me to get upContinue reading “Giving up the chase”

Closure

Closure Dear loved ones, Yesterday I shared some sketches and paintings of my divine masculine – a gallery page.  It was cathartic for me to put these images out there for others to see if they wished.  DM (divine masculine) has been unusually quiet and distant and I am very lonely for him, yet IContinue reading “Closure”

Time Travel

Dear loved ones, today I left the house and went for a run to a nearby park that has lots of green area and plenty of trees.  There were several people running or walking but keeping the proper distance from each other.  Everyone smiled at everyone else.  It was very nice.  I could feel myContinue reading “Time Travel”

Ode to a brother

Dear loved ones, I came across this poem that I had written several years ago after we had buried my youngest brother G……. He died from a strange illness that destroyed his brain and caused him to seize non stop for hours at a time. It was terrible for him and for me, since IContinue reading “Ode to a brother”

Asking for a sign

Asking for a sign Dear loved ones, it is Saturday and I am not working today because I had booked it off some weeks ago in order to attend a Raptors basketball game to celebrate my grandson’s birthday.  He has expensive tastes.  The four tickets were not cheap, and the seats are not the goodContinue reading “Asking for a sign”

Nothing to say

nothing to say Dear loved ones, it is a warmish day today here in Toronto, but I am only guessing because I haven’t ventured outside yet, and I have been lazy just laying here in bed dreaming and thinking and feeling.  My body hurts from work yesterday.  It was crazy busy in the store andContinue reading “Nothing to say”

if I’m a slut will you still like my art?

if I’m a slut will you still like my art? Judge me Judge me Take a look And bash me Kick me Slap me Cross the street Instead of meet me Need me Take me Make full use Then abuse me Talk about behind my back Whisper stories like a hack It matters not youContinue reading “if I’m a slut will you still like my art?”

Leaning a little to the left

Leaning a little to the left Found your tree in the park today It leaned a little to the left Separate from the rest It was tall and proud and stood its ground My arms spread around Cheek pressed against Lips tasted the rough outer shell Vibrations filled me up Lifted me to your spaceContinue reading “Leaning a little to the left”

Slut Diaries – part three

Warning explicit sexual language and content 18+ Slut Diaries – part three After Imogen recovered physically from the Beast (she didn’t think she would ever get over the attachment), and she wasn’t ready to let the Ass Man out of his time out, this left her with an empty dance card.  Not a good situationContinue reading “Slut Diaries – part three”

Freedom Synthesis and Creativity

Freedom, Synthesis, and Creativity Dear Reader(s)/Friend(s): Today was a very strange day and I have felt in a daze like I was awake but sleep walking.  Maybe it has something to do with planets aligning, Mercury retrograde or something, I don’t know anything about such things though. I feel that this blog is going toContinue reading “Freedom Synthesis and Creativity”