Domination – part four

Warning language and content may offend some 18+ please Domination – part four Imogen began praying as the six figures surrounded her, the Dom and the five hooded ones.  She was immediately afraid as if some sinister plot was in play.  Her Dom had not discussed with her the boundaries or limits she was willingContinue reading “Domination – part four”

Hot and Human

Hot and Human Dear loved ones, good afternoon, We had a black out in Toronto last night.  I don’t think it was the whole city that was shut down but only a 12-block strip near downtown and just the area where we happen to live.  Our apartment was a sweat box and not even aContinue reading “Hot and Human”

Why am I still writing this blog?

Why am I still writing this blog? Dear friends, loved ones, It is a very warm and muggy day today and it has been like this for the last few weeks.  I am wilting and being lethargic.  The days are drifting by and tomorrow it will be July 1st, Canada Day.  There will be noContinue reading “Why am I still writing this blog?”

Being in a holding pattern

Being in a Holding Pattern Dear loved ones, It is interesting how I have changed my outlook on my behaviour.  I did something yesterday that I would normally feel guilty about and beat myself up about and call myself terrible names of shame.  None of this internal dialogue took place.  As I mentioned previously Mr.Continue reading “Being in a holding pattern”

Not the worst thing

Not the worst thing Dear loved ones, Well I picked up my new car (new to me) on Thursday, and it is a thing of beauty as far as vehicles go.  I am very happy to have wheels and the added sense of freedom this will give me.  Yeh!  I named him ‘Ronnie’ and guessContinue reading “Not the worst thing”

I tried to kill myself once

I tried to kill myself once Dear loved ones, I have been dreaming about writing this blog post all night long and the thing that has been foremost in my heart has been my divine masculine.  I really am sorry for talking about him au nauseum.  I can’t help it.  There are several men aroundContinue reading “I tried to kill myself once”

A love story

He woke me up then left A love story Dear loved ones, Today is a better day for me, full of sunshine, and music and laughter.  I have been making a fool of myself in the park again.  Yes, I have been dancing (break dancing) to the song “Everybody”, by the Back-Street Boys.  Of course,Continue reading “A love story”

Things I don’t like about myself

Things I don’t like about myself Dear loved ones, Well, it is 1:14 am and I am still awake and so made myself a cup of coffee to enjoy while I am sitting up in bed looking at the walls.  I have been on my own all weekend and this quiet time has forced meContinue reading “Things I don’t like about myself”

Birthday Blues

Birthday Blues Dear loved ones, Well today is my birthday (May 9, 2020).  I don’t care for my birthday all that much because I don’t like the number I am turning.  It is only a number, right?  But it is a high number and I don’t like it.  It does not match my presentation.  WhatContinue reading “Birthday Blues”

It’s a wonderful life

It’s a wonderful life Dear loved ones, and you are, very loved.  I started this blog mainly to help myself work through this grand love story (I am laughing because there has been way more crying than loving).  I never really thought anyone would care to read my words. It’s been almost a year agoContinue reading “It’s a wonderful life”