Protection

Protection Dear loved ones, It is a rainy day here in Toronto and thank goodness because it has been so blasted humid and hot.  I drove my daughter to work this morning.  It is her first day back since March 15th.  She doesn’t know how much work there is going to be since the placeContinue reading “Protection”

I don’t know what I am doing any more

I don’t know what I am doing anymore Dear loved ones, I just got home from spending a few days at a cottage beside a lake (actually a river that runs into a lake).  It was fun jumping into the cool water off the dock and swimming and hanging out around a camp fire atContinue reading “I don’t know what I am doing any more”

Confessions of a twin flame

Confessions of a Twin Flame Dear loves ones, I really hate the title I have chosen for this blog post today because I do not like the words twin flame, maybe because it has been overused and everyone seems to be talking about this twin flame journey.  There are more and more people going throughContinue reading “Confessions of a twin flame”

I tried to kill myself once

I tried to kill myself once Dear loved ones, I have been dreaming about writing this blog post all night long and the thing that has been foremost in my heart has been my divine masculine.  I really am sorry for talking about him au nauseum.  I can’t help it.  There are several men aroundContinue reading “I tried to kill myself once”

A love story

He woke me up then left A love story Dear loved ones, Today is a better day for me, full of sunshine, and music and laughter.  I have been making a fool of myself in the park again.  Yes, I have been dancing (break dancing) to the song “Everybody”, by the Back-Street Boys.  Of course,Continue reading “A love story”

Just a fuck friend

Warning language and content may offend some 18+ please Just a fuck friend Dear loved ones, Hello.  Good evening.  It was a very cold day today and a bit on the rainy side but this never stopped me from going out for a couple of brisk walks / runs with Gibson leading the way.  HeContinue reading “Just a fuck friend”

A little death

The little death Dear loved ones, good morning.  Well actually it is afternoon here in the overcast and gloomy city of Toronto.  I did go for a walk in the park earlier this morning and took Gibson out for his run.  He sure loves chasing his ball and also the large black squirrels that tauntContinue reading “A little death”

All systems shut down

All systems down Dear loved ones,  Help!  Everything has shut down – I don’t mean everything, the lights still work, we have water and heat, but my internet connection doesn’t work, my phone doesn’t work.  I am cut off from all of you.  WordPress doesn’t work. I can’t see your posts or respond to youContinue reading “All systems shut down”

False twin flame?

False Twin Flame? Dear loved ones, Today is a sunny and a beautiful day here in Toronto, Canada, but I have not been out enjoying the weather yet.  I tried laying on the balcony wearing a bikini for awhile, but soon had to cover myself with a blanket.  A very cold breeze was coming fromContinue reading “False twin flame?”

Begging for attention

Begging for attention Dear loved ones, I have turned into a beggar   A craver of attention One with no pride Or dignity Look at me Talk to me Feel me Want me I am all about myself these days.  How selfish I am becoming.  I am drowning in this shallow pool.  Please forgive me thisContinue reading “Begging for attention”