All systems shut down

All systems down Dear loved ones,  Help!  Everything has shut down – I don’t mean everything, the lights still work, we have water and heat, but my internet connection doesn’t work, my phone doesn’t work.  I am cut off from all of you.  WordPress doesn’t work. I can’t see your posts or respond to youContinue reading “All systems shut down”

Was he just my muse or was I his?

Is he just my muse? Warning language and subject matter may offend 18+ Dear loved ones, I have been thinking of you and reading many of your posts and learning and appreciating.  Thank you.  What have I been doing, you ask? Nothing really, just cooking, eating (ha), walking and running with Gibson (the sweetest dog),Continue reading “Was he just my muse or was I his?”

Sixty-one kilometres

Warning language and content may offend some readers 18+ please Sixty-one kilometres An hour by train Less by bus or car might as well live in Japan Or Croatia Listen baby Next time it will be me coming to you Cumming for you Cumming on you Cumming in you Next time hopefully real soon InContinue reading “Sixty-one kilometres”

divine masculine missing in action

divine masculine missing in action Dear loved ones, it is Friday, April 10, 2020, Good Friday.  My mind is all over the place today and I have no clearly formed idea that is burning a hole to escape onto this page.   I am not religious and do not celebrate Good Friday in the traditionalContinue reading “divine masculine missing in action”

Island Time

Island Time Warning content and language may offend some 18+ please Dear loved ones, I just got back from my daily run/walk and I always listen to my favourite songs and sometimes I have been known to start dancing on the sidewalk and singing along to the toons. I must look a sight. I don’tContinue reading “Island Time”

No Hero Here

No Hero Here Dear loved ones, you may want to just skip this blog today and go on to others’ who have something more important and beneficial to say.  I am just blabbing and trying to come to terms with a few things.  My ex-husband and what’s happening to him, and my work place situation. Continue reading “No Hero Here”

Ode to a brother

Dear loved ones, I came across this poem that I had written several years ago after we had buried my youngest brother G……. He died from a strange illness that destroyed his brain and caused him to seize non stop for hours at a time. It was terrible for him and for me, since IContinue reading “Ode to a brother”

I want you to love my divine masculine

I want you to love my divine masculine Dear loved ones, today was a very weird day.  It started out terribly because I had a fainting spell during the night and I ended up having to crawl to the kitchen in order to get myself a glass of water.  The water helped but I feltContinue reading “I want you to love my divine masculine”

Nothing to say

nothing to say Dear loved ones, it is a warmish day today here in Toronto, but I am only guessing because I haven’t ventured outside yet, and I have been lazy just laying here in bed dreaming and thinking and feeling.  My body hurts from work yesterday.  It was crazy busy in the store andContinue reading “Nothing to say”

You are not getting any more of my time

You are not getting any more of my time Ode to a narcissistic husband You chased me I let you in You smothered me in kisses Now you just smother me You took me round and showed me off Now you have barred the door You praised my cooking Now you think I poison yourContinue reading “You are not getting any more of my time”